I dont want to set the world on fire

I was writing for 2 years and a lot of things happened in those 2 years. Had more then 70 posts and some of them were pretty good, in my humble opinion. Now its time to start writing again, I missed it. I like to write.Not a lot of ppl were reading what I wrote but I still liked it, for me its not about who reads it. For me its about what I write.
I deleted everything cause I want a fresh start, a start without the past. This is it, I will write this like I was born yesterday or today.
Atm my life is almost perfect, it would be perfect if I didnt need to study for exams which are gonna come soon. It would also be perfect if I didnt live in damn Croatia. Not to mention that perfection in my life atm is getting fucked by my gf who is jealous at some stupid bs all the time. Hey, but thats life... Maybe if I had all then it wouldnt be interesting at all. Scratch that maybe, Im sure of it that if I had all that my life would be fucking boring cause once I had it all. I had all the time in the world and I was not living in Croatia, not in my head actually. Was living in a place ppl call Azeroth and there I ruled day and night and then 7 years later all that shit got boring so I quited. Thats why I know when life is perfect then u get sick of it, u get sick of perfection. So Im glad my life is not perfect atm, Im glad there is stuff that I need to take care off. Im glad that I want a car, that I want money to buy alienware. It keeps the drive going, staying sharp and all that bs that ppl say xD
Playing league of legend as only game today, playing as Te EMO and I fucking rock at it so much, need to make a video about my pwnage but I dont have enough horse power on my computers to do so atm. Nothing rly much going on, guess il need some time to start seriously writing again.
I got the motivation so that will keep me going for a month or 2 then again it will be all about staying on time. I dont think that writing is something that ppl are born with, like u need some special talent. Fuck that shit, same with me and games. Wasnt born to own, I played till I owned. Thats how life is, hell I am 2 meters tall and they all wanted me to play basketball and I fucking hated it so I didnt get nowhere with it but with games, gosh I was such a fucking noob when I started to play games and now there is not a game that im not good at, it just takes time and motivation. Also the biggest problem for me sticking with 1 game is when I get bored with it, I ditch it. I get bored a lot xD
I got an iphone and I cant live without it, I can not live without internet and I also cant live without cigarettes.
From all the things above i only tryed to quit cigs, failed for like 5 time like 2 months ago. This time my gf and me went for it after the new year. We didnt last long like a week. She pissed me off at one point so much, stressed me so much that I had to go buy a pack of cigs. I almost did it that time, almost got rid of it.
I am 24 years old and I live with my mom, my gf is 20 years old and she lives with me cause she has some family problems and shit, also because she cant live without me cause thats what I do to girls. They become totally addicted to me. Dont ask me how I do it, cause I dont know.


I dont even know if somebody will read this but I could use a topic if somebody will read this for my next post so if u are reading this and u got something, tell me so I can write :)
Tho I already got a topic for next post just in case xD




thats it from me for today 
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