Love the way U lie

I promised myself, well promise is a strong word. I told myself that I would write a post every weekend and like all the shit I promise myself I failed that pretty fast. Last weekend I didnt write anything at all, not like I did not try. I did, to be fair I have to say I starred at the monitor for a minute or 2 and tried to think of something interesting to write. It didnt come so I just closed it and went playing my game. Im lying, wasnt even 10 seconds... Minute or 2, who am I kidding -.-!
Now Im at that same situation again but this time Im not quitting, gonna write something. Gonna spin those wheels in my head and think of something to write ffs. 
This so reminds me of my life atm, its an allegory of it, I say Im gonna do something and then I never actually do it and a week later Im still in the same shit, thinking why the hell did I postpone it in the first place when I had the time to do it. Like I said Im gonna quit smoking million times, guess what Im holding in my hand right now -.-! Yea u got it, its a fucking cigarette.
I know how other bloggers work tho, when they have nothing to write or should I say when they have no inspiration to write then they write about there day and how was it and what happend and all that crap.
Lets try that. 
Got up, made coffe, had a smoke, ate some, turned on computer, played my game.
Ok and what now? -.-!
If I was writing about my day every time I had no inspiration nobody would even read my shit, maybe my mom if she knew English.
Thing is my mom knows to say ok in English and thank you plus I dont wanna be one of those  bloggers(how I hate that word). 
Thing is my mom knows to say in English ok and thank you plus I dont wanna be one of those writers that has only 1 comment per post from her or his mom. That equals zero friends, socially screwed and gosh Im gonna kill myself cause my life is that fucking fun.
Thank God my mom dosent know English I will rather have 0 comments per post then 1 from my mom. That would be so disturbing if my mom was reading my posts on so many levels. 
So here I am writing about writing, fuck I got nothing. There is not a single idea in my head about what to write here, I am currently brain dead but I still keep writing some bs. 
You probably thinking and this point that I have some twist around this and soon its gonna become interesting and all.
I got news for you, there is no twist, there is nothing.
You are wasting your time reading this cause I got nothing up in here. You would better spend you time by trying to do something you promised yourself to do and you never did, thing is Im better off. You see Im actually doing my shit, writing about nothing while you are reading how Im writing about nothing.
Yes I know it sucks, it dosent matter how sucky it is, only thing that matters is that I did my shit and u did not do your shit!
What u should be doing, yea u got it. GOOD FOR YOUUU!!!!111
Not a single word worth reading but I had to write something, I promised myself and not that promise where I say Im quitting smoking cause its too damn expensive, nah this was one of those real promises where Im actually doing something I told myself to do and this is how it turns out. Maybe I should have postpone it again for a week and save you from reading this and save myself from wasting 10 minutes trying to write this.
Gonna go play league of legends now.


So yea this was it... 
Hope u have a great week and cya next weekend if I dont postpone 


one love